Cont.

There really are times in my life when I wish I had a crystal ball and could see even just a teensy weensy bit into the future. Or that a neon bar sign would drop from the sky, flashing "do ___!" and tell me exactly what I'm supposed to do. Or that I had abilities with my mind to decipher how every scenario from every decision I might make would unfold. I feel like I'm at a crossroads, and there are so many forks in the path. Forks this way and that way and this way and that way. And I just don't know which one to take. How do you know which path is right? They're all going to have consequences. Some of those consequences will be better than others. Some will be worse. That's the tricky part; there's no way to know the consequences, the repercussions, the fallout from taking each different path before us. We can only choose one. I guess I need to stop being scared, stop stalling and just pick one. Delaying my future isn't helping my cause any.